Tuesday, December 15, 2009
today very sian
its lonely..
after wake up le i go amk with jiamin
then meet up with her stead and his fren
we go arcade play play play
play until no money
then walk walk walk
walk until damn sian
they say wan go pasir ris
but i dun wan
let them ownself guo er ren shi jie
so now im home
and i feel so lonely...
seriously
i wonder why i do
ive nvr felt like this
i wish i dont feel this
its so depressing
i hate this feeling....
should i see a shrink?
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Monday, December 14, 2009
these few days nvr post
coz i lazy to post
and oso nth to post
so siansssss
yesterday went out with jiamin first
go amk hub buy present
time fly damn fast sia
when u play arcade and lan
lols
then after that go daniel de birthday party
although wait quite long
but we still had fun :D
play play play
play until 10 plus le
me and jiamin made our way home
damn the bus very empty
x.x
finally reach home and bath :D
and slept at 12
somehow i felt rly tired
why uh?
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Thursday, December 10, 2009
lols
not much to post
yesterday go elli house dance lor
all of us go siao XD
lols
i tried handstand
but i almost fall down
heng i nvr got hurt :X
then jiamin and karen dance until damn cool XD
elli very tired
haiz not much to post
wadever la
lols
these days damn sian
nothing to do
only left my stupid homework =.=
damn
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Tuesday, December 8, 2009
lols
todays went to my dentist for clean teeth
eeee!
i hate dentist!
ok la not hate dentist
just hate the cleaning process :P
after that went lan with jiamin
lols very long no go lan
play audi with her for like 3hrs?
then go home slack
haiz~
time went by so fast!
then time to go my ahma house for dinner
on my way there
so a injured baby mynah
omg so ke lian ><
i see liao damn xin tong
tot can bring go home
then i rmb
bring home confirm die
not only that
when i tried to touch it
it called out damn loud
then on top got 2 mynah respond
must be the parents
my god
all the more cant take home la
so i rly dunno wad to do
i just faster pick up and shift it to a near by grass patch
if i nvr shift it
it was like on the pavement lor
i very scared ppl accidentally step ><
i couldnt tell it was a mynah at first
had to have a closer look
i feel so sad...
wish could bring the mynah home and nurse it back to health
it had a clipped wing and leg most likely
T^T
omg
wad if it dies?
wouldnt it be my fault??
i saw it thr
i know i wanna help it
but wtf i left it alone!
T^T
hope hope hope hope
its safe...
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Monday, December 7, 2009
today was one...
u could say it was fun at first then damn sians
lols this morning woke up like 4?
dunno why la..
muz be too damn hungry
then after that stay in bed till 7.30~
wake up and wash up
and then started using com
although damn hungry
me no appetite to eat
no idea why either
awaiting the arrival of rinaball( aka Shuting)
lols!
earned some dens
and after that rinaball came
i told her i unlocked the gates she can come in herself~
and then she tried to scare me
but she failed~
too bad! ^^
and then we started chionging our maths holiday assignment
holy crap leh
freaking hard!
its the bloody paper of a prestigious school
seriuosly lor
no la~
actually is we already forget all our formulas =P
do and do and do
finally finish paper 1 with some blanks
but better then nth~
we did all we could
then lunch le~
go mcdonald eat~
go back
actually wan do paper 2
but no foolscap :X
i say do social studies
she say dun wan
and say need foolscap oso
ok she has a point
so we juz stop and use the com lor
wah
we spam a lot blogshop sia
i so long nvr see le
lols
then 2 plus le
she gtg
meet blogshop owners
i wan follow de
but muz stay home T^T
then left me at home
so lonely...
damn cant stand the loneliness
normally i can leh
but today dunno why
too damn sian le today
dont feel like doing anything
feel sleepy
try sleep
close eyes
but i cant freaking sleep
read oso dun feel like reading le
play com oso bo le
think i muz be going siao or something
lols
so becoz i was pissed
i came here blogged lor~
okie stop here le
buh bye~
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Sunday, December 6, 2009
last night nvr sleep sia
4+ going 5 then sleep
then morning wake up
like so tired no energy
but cant go back sleep
wadever..
do housework
finish le go dance practice at elli house
practice practice i halfway need go
go home cook dinner..
i think i make until abel angry
haiz i so troublemaker
i go cook dinner le la!
jiamin
its not ur fault
is i too dumb
dont blame urself
i will still welcome u to my house
no matter wad
its ok de
u dun wan come nvm
just dont blame urself
about my fren
she juz happened to be there
if it were u i were to go out with after that
u would be the one listening to me
dont worry
u forever my girlfren
i wont leave u de
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why is it that
everyone cant be happy?
i feel so sad...
i dont wan u to just blame urself
im in the wrong as well
i care for u because u r my fren
no matter wad i will still stand by u
u cant take the blame all for urself
.............
even though u arent my audi cpl
ur still the one i love most
no matter wad
..............
i cant even cheer ppl up
so useless
so dumb
i shud just rot away and die
im so sad..
i am the biggest idiot in the world...
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Friday, December 4, 2009
i suppose today wasnt such a good day
i didnt feel really good
today i had dance practice in my house
and later more ppl came
not only that
there were even unexpected guest
i felt pretty shocked
i dont really have so many ppl in my house normally
its really too many
i hadnt felt well ever since
jiamin was the first to realise
the reason is because i felt rly scared
to me its like
my safest place to me
has been invaded
i didnt feel safe at all
not even a teeny bit
and from being scared
i became paranoid
all of u made me feel that
i could land in trouble any time
the whole time in my house
i was only thinking wad trouble would come my way
and then when 2 person had to disturb each other
im the middle person and im in the dilemma
either way both would be upset
im really tired
and when we were all suppose to leave
why didnt u all just listen to me?
is it so hard to just pack leave together?
im sorry i got angry
i really am
i nvr wanted to snapped
but i was at my wit's end
but thank god
shuting lifted my spirits
i went pasir ris cathy watch new moon with her
turned out there wasnt anytime left for us to catch the 2.15pm slot
so we took 4pm
damn we wanted to try the couple seats
but nvm its ok
the movie is ok ba
after everything ended
she lent me a listening ear
after saying all my troubles
i felt better
much much better~
thanks a lot shuting ^^
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Thursday, December 3, 2009
yesterday very fun :D
actually had dance pratice de
but in the end didnt even dance one step
not that i mind in anyway :X
wait for abel come back give lend us speakers
then mabel came
lols
i keep tickling her
she laugh so cute
and end she cannot tickle me
;D
she no choice block my tickles
but somehow i always manage to tickle her
then jiamin and the others go play play play
then her mantou keychain drop
wah i keep fixing
it keep dropping out :P
i think i need pliers for this one
and then call elli and liting
coz they so long le oso haven come
wait wait
they come liao
even more nosier
then after that go inside abel's house
inside his house jiamin make me sit on sofa
then she sit beside me
then elli sit beside her
ask me move a bit to the side coz no space
they want make me sit very very very near abel
no fair!
paiseh sia
then liting oso wan sit but no space
think she squashed elli and jiamin
lols!
jiamin got off the sofa abnd liting sit lor
still sitting very close to abel
ps ps ps ps ps ps ps ps :P
then after awhile elli say she need go dhoby
liting cant make up her mind follow me home or go dhoby
but in the end she go dhoby
and jiamin want go my house
so then
i rly wan go home ma
then everyone leave lorr
then i walk go lift le
elli look at my handphone
saw my cpl keychain thr
say why i nvr give abel
then i think i wan to dig a hole in the ground and cover my head liao
they make me give one of the keychain to abel
actually i dun wan de
then jiamin push me from behind i bo bian keep moving lor
when give him keychain
i think i wanted to juz forever hide in one corner liao
ps until i wan die liao
so reach lift le
got lift lor
in the end abel and lucas fight for the lift
and me elli liting and jiamin walk down the stairs lor
then jiamin say sit abel and lucas de bike go my house
ok this time i rly wan to juz jump off the building
then after quite some time i say ok lor
coz i dun wan jiamin angry :X
or anybody la
sit on abel de bike
somemore muz hold him
i think i rly wan yun dao
lols but i didnt so its ok
jiamin sit on lucas de
then off we go
actually sit on the bike very shuang de
only thing is when abel turn very fast
or ride in the lane which is the car is moving towards u
i thought i seriuosly will die
lols
i rly thought so
but of coz nvr die
and i think its actually quite fun :D
got to trust abel more :P
then finally reach my house le
abel and his another fren go lucas house
jiamin go my house play audi
lols the fam still spoil
so nvr make fam
stupid audi
full of probs
then i took my bath
felt very comfortable after that
thats all~
i think it was very fun afterall!
lols very happy!
i think coz i sat on his bike and hold him
and i gave him my keychain
its ps but im happy
lols without my nuers and girlfren
i would probably have nvr done it ^^
so thanks a lot!
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